Jenny`s Journey

"I'm sorry, there is no heartbeat."   Five years ago today, on February 5th, I was told, "I'm sorry there is no heartbeat." Those four words are some of the hardest words to ever hear. If you've ever been told those words, I'm so sorry, my heart breaks with you. Maybe you were told that today, this very week, last month, last year, or even years before that. I want you to know that you are not alone and you are loved! Your baby was loved and wanted! It's okay to grieve and it's okay to remember special dates. It's okay to take time and thank God for the gift He gave you no matter the number of weeks or how long ago it was. It's okay to share with others. Your baby was created by God and it's worth celebrating over!  I was told those hard words. It's something I'll never forget. Here is part 1 of our 1st story: This was our first pregnancy and we were so excited! I still remember when I first found

Remembering Baby Peace On Christmas Day 2019 marked 2 years since we lost our precious little one. Ever since that day, Christmas has always been bitter sweet for me. Why? Because we lost a precious baby on such a joyous holiday. I'm thankful for the giver of life-God-and for Baby Peace. However, as I reflect on that sorrow filled day, my heart rejoices. Why? In a very hard time, God gave me the most amazing  peace. Precious peace that can only come from Him. I've had a lot of time to think and pray about the day we celebrate Jesus we also now get to celebrate Baby Peace.  If I'm honest, I thought since we didn't even get a chance to celebrate or even remember on this day (because we were surrounded by so many people) that it would somehow be easier or less painful. However, that was not the case. I knew I needed to take time to stop and remember despite the pain. I needed to take time to remember this baby who God chose to give life to. I needed to stop and